Kawika Cade Kimberly
This is my grandson Kawika, who I am so in love with to this day! He came into this world and left all within a matter of hours. My heart fills with love whenever I see this picture, whenever I think about him, I always think about him. How can I not?
When he passed, I was distraught, to say the least. My heart and mind screaming, I want you back!! Please, come back, don't leave me. And everything screams...
I lit a candle. A little blue candle. And I poured my heart out. I poured my heart...out. "I love you!!", I kept saying over and over again. I will see you my wonderful boy. I can't type this without shedding tears for him. I miss him everyday!
As I was grieving into this candle, I hear this little boy voice, faint, like he was far away, but coming closer. And then, "I love you gramma!", I stopped breathing, waiting, "I'm fine! I wanted to be with my dad. I'm ok gramma."
I don't remember when I stopped weeping.
Later that night, in my dreams, this handsome young man, tan, tall, beautiful, on the thin side, with thick wavy dark hair and the most beautiful dark brown eyes in all the realms, visits me. He is taking me around where he is, showing me around trying to let me know it's ok. That he's ok. All I have eyes for is him. My love, whom I will miss everyday until the day I die.
The left over candle wax pieces and his little troll <3
I know I am not a medium and that he is. All this was made possible because of his power and energy. You are incredible Kawika and I love you beyond worlds.
